For you I will. ♥

let's see; since monday my world has been FUADSKGJHUIEAIAG

tuesday was like perfect; until later that night. After school was too funny. I got lectured by my mom because of Smitty & it was tooo funny. whatever it was good. then my dumbass of course.

i feel horrible though becuase it's all my fault. i don't understand why i put people through this ? they really don't deserve it. especially you guys. i don't even feel like anything because i feel so guilty about it. it wasn't how it seemed, but still i should've addressed it before it got worse. ugh ! i feel horrible =/ i don't deserve a second chance or anything. & if you you knew the rest of it. . .

i can't !


blah ! today; i didn't go to school. i didn't feel like it so i told mami i was too tired. she complained, but let me stay. lol now it's 11O & i'm mad bored, but its okay because i deff. did not want to go to school. blahblahblah.

i hate myself. i'm so sorry. =/