meet me halfway ?

x/3

If I am really a part of your dream, you'll come back one day. . . ♥


I've been staring at this screen for quite some time now . . . but I'm so speechless. 
Speechless, hurt, tired, angry, but mostly disappointed. I haven't stopped shaking, or having that heart breaking feeling. It's like I can literally feel my heart breaking . . . How is a person supposed to heal from this? How is a person supposed to feel after this? I have this nasty empty feeling, this feeling that nothing can fill. This feeling of constantly being afraid, afraid of what's going to happen next. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. I have no idea. 


What hurts the most though, is the fact that you aren't trying. I know for a fact that if I were to walk out of your life right now, you wouldn't chase after me & that makes me wonder what I really mean to you. 


Don't lose someone you love over your pride. 


I've learned a lot though, and no matter what happens from here; thank you. You taught me a lot & I'm sure you'll continue teaching me. 


I'm confused, tell me; where did I go wrong? 


"You had to change up the game.
The weather is not the same.
Now there's only cloudy days."


Why do we hurt each other? 
Why do we push love away? 


When I'm gone just carry on don't mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice. 
Just know that I'm looking down at you smiling & I didn't feel a thing. So baby, don't feel my pain. Just smile back. 


I'm literally shaking, so hard. But, I'm not going to cry. I told myself I wouldn't, and so far I've been doing a pretty good job. 
So, I'm going to keep it that way. 
Over & over I tried, & over & over I cried. . . 
But I won't do it anymore.


You love me like you say you do, then take it upon yourself to keep me.