it will all eventually turn to just memories <3

* You let go and I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will

snow day. yipeee -_-
what i'd do today ? nothing ! like every other snow day !

So, i've been like addicted to jesse maccartney for the day -_- what a dork, lol.

* i don't want another pretty face, i don't want just anyone to hold. i don't want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul. you're the one i want to chase. you're the one i want to hold. i won't let another minute go to waste. i want you and you're beautiful soul ♥

it's so addicting, it's annoying, -_-

ugh ! i'm so mad. i had the perfect thing to blog about, but now i can't remember . . .

2O min later . . .

this wasn't what i was going to blog about, but it will have to do. . .

so have you ever had somene who is crazy over you ? and you want to like them, you really do - but it just doesn't happen ? like you're so hurt from past experiences, and you think you'd never be able to like/love again just because someone came and with a stupid smile, and stupid lies won you over then screwed you over ? so the person that's crazy over you, you know his past, and maybe he's not the person you were hoping for but he's always been there for you. even while you were hurting. even while all you could do is think about that person that broke your heart. him just there holding you, being there for you, just wishing it was him you were thinking about . it sucks, just because if you liked him it'd be perfect. and you think to yourself, maybe it will happen over time. time passes, days months weeks. . . and you try, but nothing happens. so you think maybe if you give it a chance, sparks will turn into flame. but nothing, so what do you do ? maybe it's just not meant to be. maybe he'd treat you the way you've always wanted to be treated. maybe he does anything for you. maybe he'd do anything to be your everything, but he's just not. so what's better ? lying and getting what you want. or telling the truth and hurt someone who's always been there for you ? none of it seems right, you just wish you can return the feelings, since it's the least you can do. either way you won't be completely happy, so now what ? ♥

you might need time, to think it over. but i'm just fine - moving forward ♥

kpce