forget it (=

so last post said homework - i gave up and it's 1O:42 xD

so i feel so good right now, i finally found the courage to stand up for myself and for what i deserve. didn't go the way i planned it, but still. it feels like so much pressure off of me, i should've done it forever ago ! so, obviously he doesn't care - and he finally proved it to me, what a relief ! matter fact, that's all i ever wanted - i jst wanted to know for sure that he doesn't care and i finally know now. hope he's happy with that hoodrat (=
*from someone like me, to a hoe like her - that's how they all are.

so why do people who are soo deserving always get what they LEAST deserve. most people i know deserve so much more than what they have, i mean there are always going to be those assholes who in the end turn out really amazing, but then there are those assholes who treat you like crap, jst because. just because they know they can and you'll forgive them. in this sense, most people are stupid and they have to forget what they want, and remember what they deserve. people who deserve NOTHING, get everything - always. what kind of bull is that ?! it's called life - deal with it. we're brought to this life because we're strong enough to live it - so just do it. stop complaining about how much it sucks, because i guarantee you there's someone out there who has it 1Ox worse. so basically what i'm trying to say is, don't disrespect yourself by accepting less than you deserve, but don't expect more than you deserve either.

i'm done for now.

forget what you want and remember what you deserve ; you're your only hope <3

kpce ♥

-Nana <3