Take me with you..

I'd give my all to have just one more night with you. I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine. 'cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song..

Where do I start? I miss you. So much. And I have to stop lying to myself pretending that I don't. Bc I know damn well that my life isn't the same without you. And I'm not sure if I like the way my life is without you. You make me a better person. Nobody will ever make me wanna better myself like you do. When I'm around you, my heart grows. When I'm without you, I don't care about anything. I don't wanna be that person. I literally just don't see the purpose to anything. And I know it sounds crazy, but maybe that's why I can't let you go. I can go on with my life and do whatever it is I have to do, but there's just no getting over you. I hate admitting this. I hate showing my weak side, but I just can't hold it anymore. And the thoughts that go through my mind when I think about you drive me insane. So, idk if you're gonna read this or not, but either way, I don't really know why I wrote this. I guess it's just the fact that I need to get it out. & this is just the only way I can do it. So yeah, I miss you & I hope all is well with you. I hope you're taking care of yourself and I just really hope you don't forget about me, bc I'll never forget about you.

I'm done for now.