Dear John

Best book i've read so far. I cried so much, it was really good. I am now bookless =/

It got me thinking though. I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe everyones right. Maybe I don't want it anymore. I've waited so long, & now that I have it; I don't want it. I don't know what to do about it though. For some reason, I want you to do something about it. & you not doing anything make me feel unimportant, but what more can I ask for? I understand I guess. No, actually; I don't. Why don't you do something about it !? It frustrates me so much ! You see me drifting away. See me pushing myself away, & you act like you don't care ! I don't know what to do ! I wanna cry.

I think I am going to cry, & expect a text im never going to receive, & I if I do, a text I won't answer.

I need to do something about this. I need something. I need to know what it feels like to breathe again. <3


Kpce