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Lala. Last post was on Sunday. But nothing has really happened since then. I've just been really frustrated lately.

I can't believe how much that bothered me. I mean it's been a long time & people move on, but it actually bother me a lot & it did put me in a bad mood. Was it really that easy. I know I shouldn't be talking but it hasn't been like that for me. Whatever idontknow I'm driving myself crazy.

I'm so tired but I don't think I can sleep. I don't know what to do with myself.

I hate what you do. It makes me second guess everything with you. Being around those enviornments isn't good for me, but I can't abandon you. Ugh; idk. Blah

Night