nevershoutnever!

i'm exhausted , but i had a monster & a reese's so BING !

BUT - monsters are bad for me ! so i'm not allowed to drink it anymore ! >.<

no matter what they do; i will stay true - only to you ♥

i got squishies ! lmaoo

my tummmy hurts & i have to clean and people don't like to answer me on aim.
*COUGH !
- ass jerk . =b

i wishh i could sit on my rooof =/
i haven't done that in so long - rawr !

i'm cold, but at the same time i'm hott. idk what to do ! lol

i have to clean - & im tireddd & i want my phone back ! WTF.

truthhh be toldd i misss youuuu <3

being with you, is so dysfunctional. i know i shouldn't miss you; but i can't let you go ♥

don't believe me - i'll proveee it . =b

lalallalalala - idk what to blogg aboutttt ! OH!

Hope is nowhere

read it and it's like depressing. if you have no hope; what's there to look forward too ? what will you be trying to accomplish ? what's the purpose of anything if you have no hope, no faith - nothing. Now that i think about it ; when i was younger & would go to dance - if we ever said "never" or "can't" as in we couldn't do it or anything - she made us to push ups. i can see why now - if you don't believe in yourself, who is going to believe in you ? all you truly have in the end is yourself - & if you're not there for yourself, or have no hope what's going to happen to you ? you're your only hope ♥

Hope is now here.

See how different one can interpret things. Hope is nowhere ; Hope is now here. Same thing ; just depends on how you choose to read it . Believe in yourself & i promise it'll pay back (= See why you can "nevershoutnever!" ? (=

WAYYYY off topic ; but i have to write this before i forget.

me : so i added michelle on myspace, she swear she cute !
tasha : who's michelle ? our black cousin ?
me : LOL !
tasha : omg that's what i've been telling you, her pictures ! have you seen her boyfriend ?
me : omg yes ; he's gross.
tasha : he looks like dominico; the guy from tila tequila.
me : LOL !

^ hilarious ; but i guess you really wouldn't get it unless you knew my cousin. xD

so today, 9th period - i was reading this like poem thing and i really liked it. but i can't find it - so i'm gonna have to wait for it >.< & then whatever - i saw my grade blah blah blah . and then these mexicans sitting next to me were doing their usual - tagging and crap. so this one guy comes up to me : kid : what does this look like to you ? (hands over paper) me : hmmm . . . a shoe . kid & friends : LOL ! wtf, where do you get a shoe from ?! me : idk - it looks like a shoe. someone else : it looks like a dog. me : NO ! it looks like a shoe ! kid's friends : it does kind of look like a dog, but a shoe ?! kid : its a person blowing a piece of bubble gum. everyone, but me : OH ! i see it now . me : nope; still looks like a shoe. kid : dude, what is wrong with your creativity/imagination. ^ i'm sad something's wrong with me. lmao same thing happened with this robot thing. i thought it was a laser xD i see things in a totally different perspective ! (= well whatever ! i'll be backkk laterr ! kpceee. nanayo.! (=