there's nothing i can ever say to make you see what you mean to me <3

* i know i let you down - i'm sorry ♥

So i can add today to the list of "worst days ever" I was miserable ! ugh, and it's so annoying because everyone noticed. i was fine in the morning, actually i was perfect - but then like always it got ruined. and people are so stupid. people know i'm not in the damn mood yet, they just act like more jerks as if that's so supposed to make me feel better. yet when they're all upset, i'm supposed to kiss their ass. get outta here.

so i hate how you swear you need 'em, yet you get with other people and are happier than ever. what is wrong with you ?! i think i'm giving up on people. period.

i hate how i was fine, perfect actually - one look and i forget everything and wish none of it happened. i'm regretting it now, but then again if i didn't do it i would regret it too. guess it's just going to take sometime to get used to =/ * because we're not going to work this out tonight ♥

the crazy thing, i can't imagine life without you, which is stupid because i was doing just fine before you came along. whatever - i'm being stupid, it's not the end of the damn world - i've been fine before you, and guess what i'll be fine without you now. i'm not going to lie, it still hurts, but let me tell you - i'll be over you soon. and once i do, you're going to regret it all, and there's no coming back for me. but then again, why would someone like you want to be with someone like me. either way - i'm done.

my tummy hurt, and i have dance in like 2O minutes. i really don't want to go, i feel horrible - but after i dance, i usually feel soo good. watch today i feel like crap, everything's going opposite, but i'm not going to complain. i need to find something else to write for the next 15 minutes. lol

i want to listen to "seventeen forever" dude, that song has been in my head for sooo long now, it's stupid. OMG, i got it !

i don't want to put your name, because i'm not big on putting people on blast, but like seriously, you know me better then to think i'd get mad over that. plus, what got me mad was you not telling me anything as if i didn't find out everything. so if you would've just told me, all of this could've been avoiding. of course it's not going to be the same now, not because you're with him; if he makes you happy, i'm cool with it - but because you decided not to tell me, weren't we supposed to be like close friends ? What i'm trying to say is stop hiding things from your friends, even if they take forever to find out, they still will and when that happens, it's going to be worse for you. at least if you tell them, they might get mad but eventually they'll get over it. if you try to hide it from them, that's just - horrible.

Well, it's 5:45 and i still have 1O minutes, but i'm king of running out of crap to write about.

* we're one mistake from being together, but let's not ask why it's not right. you won't be seventeen forever, and we can get away with this tonight ♥

Kpce

-Nana
* will you remember me ? ♥

I'm ready to be the girl i used to be
The one who never cried.
The one who never got mad over dumb things.
& the one girl who would never worry about being in love. ♥