bruta, ciega, sordomuda,
torpe, traste, testaruda,
es todo lo que he sido
por ti me he convertido
en una cosa que no hace
otra cosa más que amarte
pienso en ti día y noche
y no se como olvidarte
^ LMFAO ! shakira is SOO my idol ♥
she be rippin !
ojerosa, flaca, fea, desgreñada,
torpe, tonta, lenta, necia, desquiciada,
completamente descontrolada
tu te das cuenta y no me dices nada
ves que se me há vuelto
la cabeza un nido
donde solamente tu tienes asilo
y no me escuchas lo que te digo
mira bien lo que vas a hacer conmigo
^ LMFAO ! i can't say that part. tooo fast !
so from now on, whenever i'm pissed i'm going to call michael and listen to this song together. i think it'd make my day <3
i'm going to do some homework. i'll be back later<3
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
AH ! can my day get ANY better ?! i'm having the time of my life. that's two days in a row, i think i finally did it. (=
after all you've put me through, you'd think i'd despise you, but in the end i want to thank you, because you've made me that much stronger <3
*i'm over you now, i'm at home in the clouds ♥
( hopefully, this is it - and it stays like this )
michael is such a FAGGOT friend ! LMFAO, michael i kidd, i loveeee you!
sike nah, forreal forreal, i don't know what i'd do without you. you've been there since day one, from stupid mistakes to the best times ever. if it weren't for you, i'd only have like ONE friend. oh man, i don't even know what i'd do if i stopped talking to you. i can imagine it. me doing something SOOOOOO stupid to piss you off, and one day it's going to get back at me, and you're going to stop talking to me, and i'd be SOO depressed. more depressed then with this kid, and that was bad! xD but anyway back to the point. you're going to be my bestfriend forever ! and idontcare what you say. i feel bad, you're stuck with me. (=< with you as my bestfriend ima feel like a faliure, you'll probably be married and with a bangin job while i'm still like living home. lmfao ! so you motivatee mee ! (= whatever i'm done. i love you michaell ! ♥♥♥♥♥
LMFAO ! So i saw the rat today for the first time. man she's ugly, that is a disgrace - i laugh xD she made my day. LOL hooooooodrat ! (=
ah, i'm feeling goood right now ! so i'll go do something now !
kpce <3
-Nana ♥
after all you've put me through, you'd think i'd despise you, but in the end i want to thank you, because you've made me that much stronger <3
*i'm over you now, i'm at home in the clouds ♥
( hopefully, this is it - and it stays like this )
michael is such a FAGGOT friend ! LMFAO, michael i kidd, i loveeee you!
sike nah, forreal forreal, i don't know what i'd do without you. you've been there since day one, from stupid mistakes to the best times ever. if it weren't for you, i'd only have like ONE friend. oh man, i don't even know what i'd do if i stopped talking to you. i can imagine it. me doing something SOOOOOO stupid to piss you off, and one day it's going to get back at me, and you're going to stop talking to me, and i'd be SOO depressed. more depressed then with this kid, and that was bad! xD but anyway back to the point. you're going to be my bestfriend forever ! and idontcare what you say. i feel bad, you're stuck with me. (=< with you as my bestfriend ima feel like a faliure, you'll probably be married and with a bangin job while i'm still like living home. lmfao ! so you motivatee mee ! (= whatever i'm done. i love you michaell ! ♥♥♥♥♥
LMFAO ! So i saw the rat today for the first time. man she's ugly, that is a disgrace - i laugh xD she made my day. LOL hooooooodrat ! (=
ah, i'm feeling goood right now ! so i'll go do something now !
kpce <3
-Nana ♥
Monday, February 23, 2009
there's nothing i can ever say to make you see what you mean to me <3
* i know i let you down - i'm sorry ♥
So i can add today to the list of "worst days ever" I was miserable ! ugh, and it's so annoying because everyone noticed. i was fine in the morning, actually i was perfect - but then like always it got ruined. and people are so stupid. people know i'm not in the damn mood yet, they just act like more jerks as if that's so supposed to make me feel better. yet when they're all upset, i'm supposed to kiss their ass. get outta here.
so i hate how you swear you need 'em, yet you get with other people and are happier than ever. what is wrong with you ?! i think i'm giving up on people. period.
i hate how i was fine, perfect actually - one look and i forget everything and wish none of it happened. i'm regretting it now, but then again if i didn't do it i would regret it too. guess it's just going to take sometime to get used to =/ * because we're not going to work this out tonight ♥
the crazy thing, i can't imagine life without you, which is stupid because i was doing just fine before you came along. whatever - i'm being stupid, it's not the end of the damn world - i've been fine before you, and guess what i'll be fine without you now. i'm not going to lie, it still hurts, but let me tell you - i'll be over you soon. and once i do, you're going to regret it all, and there's no coming back for me. but then again, why would someone like you want to be with someone like me. either way - i'm done.
my tummy hurt, and i have dance in like 2O minutes. i really don't want to go, i feel horrible - but after i dance, i usually feel soo good. watch today i feel like crap, everything's going opposite, but i'm not going to complain. i need to find something else to write for the next 15 minutes. lol
i want to listen to "seventeen forever" dude, that song has been in my head for sooo long now, it's stupid. OMG, i got it !
i don't want to put your name, because i'm not big on putting people on blast, but like seriously, you know me better then to think i'd get mad over that. plus, what got me mad was you not telling me anything as if i didn't find out everything. so if you would've just told me, all of this could've been avoiding. of course it's not going to be the same now, not because you're with him; if he makes you happy, i'm cool with it - but because you decided not to tell me, weren't we supposed to be like close friends ? What i'm trying to say is stop hiding things from your friends, even if they take forever to find out, they still will and when that happens, it's going to be worse for you. at least if you tell them, they might get mad but eventually they'll get over it. if you try to hide it from them, that's just - horrible.
Well, it's 5:45 and i still have 1O minutes, but i'm king of running out of crap to write about.
* we're one mistake from being together, but let's not ask why it's not right. you won't be seventeen forever, and we can get away with this tonight ♥
Kpce
-Nana
* will you remember me ? ♥
I'm ready to be the girl i used to be
The one who never cried.
The one who never got mad over dumb things.
& the one girl who would never worry about being in love. ♥
So i can add today to the list of "worst days ever" I was miserable ! ugh, and it's so annoying because everyone noticed. i was fine in the morning, actually i was perfect - but then like always it got ruined. and people are so stupid. people know i'm not in the damn mood yet, they just act like more jerks as if that's so supposed to make me feel better. yet when they're all upset, i'm supposed to kiss their ass. get outta here.
so i hate how you swear you need 'em, yet you get with other people and are happier than ever. what is wrong with you ?! i think i'm giving up on people. period.
i hate how i was fine, perfect actually - one look and i forget everything and wish none of it happened. i'm regretting it now, but then again if i didn't do it i would regret it too. guess it's just going to take sometime to get used to =/ * because we're not going to work this out tonight ♥
the crazy thing, i can't imagine life without you, which is stupid because i was doing just fine before you came along. whatever - i'm being stupid, it's not the end of the damn world - i've been fine before you, and guess what i'll be fine without you now. i'm not going to lie, it still hurts, but let me tell you - i'll be over you soon. and once i do, you're going to regret it all, and there's no coming back for me. but then again, why would someone like you want to be with someone like me. either way - i'm done.
my tummy hurt, and i have dance in like 2O minutes. i really don't want to go, i feel horrible - but after i dance, i usually feel soo good. watch today i feel like crap, everything's going opposite, but i'm not going to complain. i need to find something else to write for the next 15 minutes. lol
i want to listen to "seventeen forever" dude, that song has been in my head for sooo long now, it's stupid. OMG, i got it !
i don't want to put your name, because i'm not big on putting people on blast, but like seriously, you know me better then to think i'd get mad over that. plus, what got me mad was you not telling me anything as if i didn't find out everything. so if you would've just told me, all of this could've been avoiding. of course it's not going to be the same now, not because you're with him; if he makes you happy, i'm cool with it - but because you decided not to tell me, weren't we supposed to be like close friends ? What i'm trying to say is stop hiding things from your friends, even if they take forever to find out, they still will and when that happens, it's going to be worse for you. at least if you tell them, they might get mad but eventually they'll get over it. if you try to hide it from them, that's just - horrible.
Well, it's 5:45 and i still have 1O minutes, but i'm king of running out of crap to write about.
* we're one mistake from being together, but let's not ask why it's not right. you won't be seventeen forever, and we can get away with this tonight ♥
Kpce
-Nana
* will you remember me ? ♥
I'm ready to be the girl i used to be
The one who never cried.
The one who never got mad over dumb things.
& the one girl who would never worry about being in love. ♥
Sunday, February 22, 2009
forget it (=
so last post said homework - i gave up and it's 1O:42 xD
so i feel so good right now, i finally found the courage to stand up for myself and for what i deserve. didn't go the way i planned it, but still. it feels like so much pressure off of me, i should've done it forever ago ! so, obviously he doesn't care - and he finally proved it to me, what a relief ! matter fact, that's all i ever wanted - i jst wanted to know for sure that he doesn't care and i finally know now. hope he's happy with that hoodrat (=
*from someone like me, to a hoe like her - that's how they all are.
so why do people who are soo deserving always get what they LEAST deserve. most people i know deserve so much more than what they have, i mean there are always going to be those assholes who in the end turn out really amazing, but then there are those assholes who treat you like crap, jst because. just because they know they can and you'll forgive them. in this sense, most people are stupid and they have to forget what they want, and remember what they deserve. people who deserve NOTHING, get everything - always. what kind of bull is that ?! it's called life - deal with it. we're brought to this life because we're strong enough to live it - so just do it. stop complaining about how much it sucks, because i guarantee you there's someone out there who has it 1Ox worse. so basically what i'm trying to say is, don't disrespect yourself by accepting less than you deserve, but don't expect more than you deserve either.
i'm done for now.
forget what you want and remember what you deserve ; you're your only hope <3
kpce ♥
-Nana <3
so i feel so good right now, i finally found the courage to stand up for myself and for what i deserve. didn't go the way i planned it, but still. it feels like so much pressure off of me, i should've done it forever ago ! so, obviously he doesn't care - and he finally proved it to me, what a relief ! matter fact, that's all i ever wanted - i jst wanted to know for sure that he doesn't care and i finally know now. hope he's happy with that hoodrat (=
*from someone like me, to a hoe like her - that's how they all are.
so why do people who are soo deserving always get what they LEAST deserve. most people i know deserve so much more than what they have, i mean there are always going to be those assholes who in the end turn out really amazing, but then there are those assholes who treat you like crap, jst because. just because they know they can and you'll forgive them. in this sense, most people are stupid and they have to forget what they want, and remember what they deserve. people who deserve NOTHING, get everything - always. what kind of bull is that ?! it's called life - deal with it. we're brought to this life because we're strong enough to live it - so just do it. stop complaining about how much it sucks, because i guarantee you there's someone out there who has it 1Ox worse. so basically what i'm trying to say is, don't disrespect yourself by accepting less than you deserve, but don't expect more than you deserve either.
i'm done for now.
forget what you want and remember what you deserve ; you're your only hope <3
kpce ♥
-Nana <3
rawr ! (=
i'm feeling goooood right now (=
i think i've reached the end of my depression and it feels AHMAZING<3
so i'd tell you about it bt it's 1O:4O and i have TONS of homework
so i'll write later
kpcee ♥
-Nana <33
i think i've reached the end of my depression and it feels AHMAZING<3
so i'd tell you about it bt it's 1O:4O and i have TONS of homework
so i'll write later
kpcee ♥
-Nana <33
Saturday, February 14, 2009
every word i say is true, this i promise you <3
* my "u" is being super retarded, so excuse the typos.
anywho. valentines day. whooopieeee -_-
i went to the indoor, competition today. it was okay - i was happy though, so who cares. so when you're gonna tell me you're going to hit me up when you leave - do it, or don't tell me you're going to hit me up. that's three nights in a row - i'm starting to get angry. -_-
so, jay's sleeping over, but she's on the phone - while i'm just sitting doing nothing. UGH
"i pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is - incomplete <3"
i giveeeeee uupppp !
kpce.
anywho. valentines day. whooopieeee -_-
i went to the indoor, competition today. it was okay - i was happy though, so who cares. so when you're gonna tell me you're going to hit me up when you leave - do it, or don't tell me you're going to hit me up. that's three nights in a row - i'm starting to get angry. -_-
so, jay's sleeping over, but she's on the phone - while i'm just sitting doing nothing. UGH
"i pray for this heart to be unbroken, but without you all i'm going to be is - incomplete <3"
i giveeeeee uupppp !
kpce.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Sing me to sleep - I'll see you in my dreams, waiting to say "I miss you" <3
So, I've been pretty pissy lately, so I haven't written anything.
So, nothing's really happened. . . Nothing really worth telling - except tuesday, after dance - my foot hurt. Then wednesday morning, i woke up and i cried. like literally cried because it hurt soo bad ! so of course i didn't go to school. was home - slept till like 1 (= ahh. great. then today i go to school, dude - i wanted to die. i was mad crippled in school, and everyone i walked with was walking to fast ! i was like mad late to english and he didn't believe me ! but then i was crippled so blah blah blah. then we had pt. i LOVE p, but my crippled ass ! so i did what i could, and when i couldn't i had to hold the rifle up - blah soo easy. then i did 30 situps mad easily! i was soo happy (= because i didn't even know i could do situps. so i was like wtf ?! - YAY !
ah, i'm hungry - and my foot hurts. i wanna cry.
( MARK MAD HE CAN'T LOGIN! =b )
So i was thinking, i used to be so close to my family, what happened ? Sometimes i just feel i don't belong. once again i'm the outcast - i'm never doing anything right.
WHATEVER ! something should get better sooner or later.
So i've been listening to all time low and hey monday lately. i love them ! <3 (=
whatever. i'm out - need to go to homework, that i'm probably not gonna do (=
Kpce <3
-Nana ♥
So, nothing's really happened. . . Nothing really worth telling - except tuesday, after dance - my foot hurt. Then wednesday morning, i woke up and i cried. like literally cried because it hurt soo bad ! so of course i didn't go to school. was home - slept till like 1 (= ahh. great. then today i go to school, dude - i wanted to die. i was mad crippled in school, and everyone i walked with was walking to fast ! i was like mad late to english and he didn't believe me ! but then i was crippled so blah blah blah. then we had pt. i LOVE p, but my crippled ass ! so i did what i could, and when i couldn't i had to hold the rifle up - blah soo easy. then i did 30 situps mad easily! i was soo happy (= because i didn't even know i could do situps. so i was like wtf ?! - YAY !
ah, i'm hungry - and my foot hurts. i wanna cry.
( MARK MAD HE CAN'T LOGIN! =b )
So i was thinking, i used to be so close to my family, what happened ? Sometimes i just feel i don't belong. once again i'm the outcast - i'm never doing anything right.
WHATEVER ! something should get better sooner or later.
So i've been listening to all time low and hey monday lately. i love them ! <3 (=
whatever. i'm out - need to go to homework, that i'm probably not gonna do (=
Kpce <3
-Nana ♥
Monday, February 2, 2009
it's cold !
so it's been a few days and let's see. . . sunday - wtf did i do sunday ?! man, oh! i went to the mall, then margies house. ah, whatever . talked to this kid - blah ! whatever that was my sunday.
today - i knew it was going to be a good day. well not good day, but it was good. i don't know how to explain - it was bad, and i was pissy but one event just made my whole day even though it didn't. i don't know AH ! i confused. anywho - i really need to do homework so i go now.
kpce <3
-Nana
today - i knew it was going to be a good day. well not good day, but it was good. i don't know how to explain - it was bad, and i was pissy but one event just made my whole day even though it didn't. i don't know AH ! i confused. anywho - i really need to do homework so i go now.
kpce <3
-Nana