so, it's been a while. . .

it's been a few days. miraculously, I didn't forget about this thing. so i'm just going to write. whatever pops in my head.

anywho - you know what's frustrating ?
when you know what you want - but he doesn't. I don't understand, i'm trying not to let it get the best of me, but honestly sometimes its the hardest thing ever. i'm trying to be strong, trying so hard - but he keeps coming back. i'd be just fine if he'd just stay away. but then at the same time i'm happy he keeps coming back. he makes it so hard though, it's not easy, but hopefully it's all worth it in the end. enough about that, it depresses me.

so, it's freaking COLD ! i'm always cold, but now it's like OMG ! it needs to be summer like NOW. I need it to be july 5th so I can just go to colombia ! I need to get out and have a vacation. this weather depresses me.

I wanna dye my hair again. the black is like fading - and its like brownish - I was BLACK so I can be fiercee ! xD

so I have confirmation class today at 3 -_- it's not that I mind going, its just that we don't do much & it's annoying. I WANT A MAKEOVER ! lol, i'm watching americas next top model and they're on the makeover episode, so yeah. lmao.

anywho ! so song stuck in my head ? mad by neyo. dumbtrick got an addicting ass song ! and por un segundo - I freaking LOVE that song.

"por un segundo enfrento mi duelo ya no estas con migo <3"

i'm out - gonna go get ready . i'll be back sooner or later

kpce <3

-nana