I believe everything happens for a reason. . .

People change so that you can learn to let go Things go wrong so that you can learn to appreciate them when they're right
You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself
& Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together

^ BULL !

I was on photobucket, my bored ass - whatever just looking, and I come to this. I though about it for a while - and at first I was like, is this supposed to cheer me up ? Am I supposed to believe this too ? So I was like wtf, whatever. So, I kept thinking about it - and I realized, maybe it's right. . . Maybe he changed so I would finally learn to let go, maybe it all went wrong so when something happens to me, and it goes right - I'll appreciate the good things. & Maybe I believed all the lies and everything else, so I'd learn nobody will ever be there - no matter how great of a friend they are. I've learned even the closest will hurt you, one way or another, you just have to choose which are worth hurting for. & Maybe, just maybe - this happened and things fell apart so something new could come along, and be better. - I'm still not happy, but someday, somehow - I will be. <3

Anywho - I'm very depressed today. & that stupid phone call didn't make anything better =/

I don't understand, you keep coming back. Please decided - it hurts too much. Sometimes I swear I can feel everything inside me crushing - with one phone call, one text, one look - I'm all over the place. Can you please make up your mind - am I in, or out of your life ? Please, just let me know. What I'd give to forget it all, and make it all stop <|3

It's funny, as much as I know I should just walk away from it all, I won't. I know I can, if I really tried, but I won't. Why do I have to be so stubborn ? I'm only left with "used to bes" and "once upon a song"

Why did I let myself believe that miracles could happen ? Because now I have to pretend that I don't really care.



Kpce ♥

-Nana