Perdone por la mala occasion.

I'm like really upset today.
I don't really have a legit reason.
But I'm really not in the mood.
This close to a breakdown.
Like really bad.

I talked to Katherine today.
Made everything so real.
I miss my girls already :/
I took it for granted, I really did.
& idk if I would call it regret, but if I could change it, I would.

I don't know what you want from me anymore.
Like it feels like everything I do isn't good enough. Ever.
Like I'm sorry I'm in a bad mood, but I'm not gonna fake a smile in front of you.
You of all people should know how to cheer me up.
It doesn't even take any effort.
Maybe I'm just asking for too much.
Whatever. I don't even know what to do anymore.

Yep, I knew I was gonna cry.
I guess I'm done for now.
There's nothing left.

-kpce

The frustration

Wow. So much hard work. Down the drain.
Idk whAt to do.
I'm going crazy. Like legit.

This is gonna suck sooooo much. For some reAson it feels way worse than before.

Idk. I'm trying So hard to stay strong. So hard. You don't even know. But I think I'm cracking. I'm gonna loss it.

I miss you Already.
Idk what I'm gonna do. I really don't.
& idk what happened to you but you're not tAlking to me. Idk. I don't even wanna write.

I'm probably gonna cry myself to sleep tonight.

Kpce

youre one in a million

2 years today<3
One day closer to forever.

I'm kind of upset though,
I have reallly bad cramps,
I'm all sick & cranky
& I can't even see my boyfriend. :/

But its okay, we'll make it through it; I know it.

School started today -_______- fml
I hated it. Uniform & all this bullcrap.
It was TOO hot & I got stopped like 4 times.
Like stfu, its too hot!
& then all these freshmen I swear there's like 263663932159 more students this year,
Its ridiculous. -_-
My classes sucks, people suck, I just wanna be w/ my boyfriend<3

I'm just gonna work my ass off this year.
Do what I gotta do.


Happy two year anni babe :* <3
I love you