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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

i have the best boyfriend in the world

I swear, I really do have the best boyfriend<3

I'm really sleepy so I'm gonna leave it at that.

But, I love you<3

Friday, August 27, 2010

1:28am . . .

Baby said he'd call me by 1:34 let's see if he can do this.

I'm writing because I know if I don't, I'll probably fall asleep. -_-

But anyways; thanks babe<3
For tonight, for every night.
You really cheered me up.
I love you.

I miss you, but these phone calls are amazing
Our bipolar phone calls. Lol
Your the best babe<3

& btw; I peed & "blew my nose"
I still have boogers :D <3

I'm hot now.
See all I gotta do is take off one blanket and I still have the other one
I'm obviously the brains in this relationship.
Your dumb. :D

Love you little turtle headdd <3
Its 1:33 so you should be calling me any second now, so I'll leave this here.

I love you baby<3

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

wait, they dont love you like i love you

John Anthony Feliciano <3 Where do I even begin w/ you? My boyfriend<3 My bestfriend<3 My love<3 My everything<3 The love of my life<3

90208<3 forever & ever babe
I know we've had our ups&downs
I know there are people that don't want us together
I know we've been through so much
Too much, but it was all worth it

Because of you, I believe in love, I swear I do<3

"Nothing can compare to your first true love, so I hope this will remind you, when its forreal, its forever; so don't forget about us" <3

These past two days = AMAZING<3
No other words can explain what these two days have been like
I just love being around you, even if you do beat me up
& your brother colors me (:
& your cousin says you should get married & have kids lol
I just love you, period

& no I wasn't happier yesterday
& no I wasn't happier today
I'm equally as happy when I'm with you
I promise you I am<3

You really don't understand how much you really mean to me<3
I can't even begin to explain
& yeah; it may seem like I'm beat
But, I am & I don't care
I love this feeling
& I thank God everyday for giving you to me & showing me a deeper meaning to life<3

I know I'm young & you are too
& I know its too soon for anything
But baby; I'm gonna marry you one day<3


"When we're together I be feeling so strong, but when we're apart I don't know where to start.
You've been nothing short of perfect, baby I've been tryna make it worth it.
When you say that you love me, boy you make me feel invincible.
Baby you know my love ain't gon' go nowhere & I know the only thing that's pumping throught my veins, is you
You know I'm only living for your love<3
You see I hit the ground runnin' searching for your love
& I will never run from it, I promise
I won't survive without it, our flatline.
'Cause boy my heart beats for you<3
You know my love ain't gon' go nowhere
So, beautiful, hold me tight don't ever let me go
'Cause you know I'm only living for your love" <3

I don't know what I'd do if you ever left me<3

I'm done for now, I love you babe<3 JnC <3



-kpce (:

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

just gonna stand there & hear me cry

But that's alright, because I love the way you lie.

You did it.
You finally did it.
You've completely broke my heart.
Congrats; you're the first person to do it.
How does it feel ?

I know I said I'd be strong,
But for once in my life;
I'm just gonna let it all out.
It doesn't even matter anymore;
It really doesn't.
The one thing I was willing to fight for.
The one person I'd give my all to,
Doesn't want me anymore,
So what's the point?

I was never good enough & I'm sorry.
I thought we'd be okay, but you had other plans.

I love you, & I always will.
But it doesn't mean much anymore.

Kpce.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

this is ridiculous. . .

I've been crying myself to sleep every night, for a while now too.
It just doesn't feel the same; its like you don't love me anymore.
I don't know what I did to make you change, but its not the same you & you don't understand how much it hurts me.
Its even gotten to the point where you hang up on me; you NEVER did that to me.
You would never ever do that. No matter how mad you were.
& now, you don't even say bye.
It sounds stupid & like not a big deal, but it is a big deal.
To me it is.

I don't know, maybe I'm just over thinking things, but this is driving me insane.
I don't even have anyone to talk to it about.
Its pathetic.
Its gotten to a point where I have to write.
I can't even talk to anyone anymore; I don't have anyone.

Maybe everythings just getting to me, but I'll be okay.

-kpce.