Me vio muy triste supo que perdí la fe. <3

Por ti la Luna alcance. x3

I don't know what to efffing do with myself !
Mall yesterday was fun, a little awkward bit overall mad fun. It's just weird. Idk. It's not like that for me & for some reason I'm glad it isn't. I have a feeling it would just get Me into trouble. That made me realize a lot

I don't even know what to write. I just like the little clicky noise my iPod makes.

I'm falling asleep. I hate being so tired.

"icant eat my sammich" =\ LOL! awe. Loll yeah I don't feel like explaining.

I gotta plan my sweet -________- ! Fml.

I'm gonna take a nap.


Pce

-_________- !

Lala. Last post was on Sunday. But nothing has really happened since then. I've just been really frustrated lately.

I can't believe how much that bothered me. I mean it's been a long time & people move on, but it actually bother me a lot & it did put me in a bad mood. Was it really that easy. I know I shouldn't be talking but it hasn't been like that for me. Whatever idontknow I'm driving myself crazy.

I'm so tired but I don't think I can sleep. I don't know what to do with myself.

I hate what you do. It makes me second guess everything with you. Being around those enviornments isn't good for me, but I can't abandon you. Ugh; idk. Blah

Night

Daddys home. (:

Sunday was tiring. But my night ended exactly how I wanted it. You're like a drug & this is starting to become an addiction.

Anyways. I decided I want a sweet. Planning has officially begun. (:


Homework time. Peaceeeeouut

Jenices sweet. (;

Wasss really fun (:
& she looked beyond amazing. <3

I'm exhausted. Waking up in four hours. Night.



Kpceeee

We could write a bad romance. <3

You frustrate me. I can't believe I'm stressing over this. Whatever. It doesn't matter.

I'm out.

yo sin ti, tu sin me; that's not normal. ♥

I should be doing homework, but I won't just because I don't feel like it.

I finally saw Angels & Demons - it was actually really good. Different from the book, but still good. (:

I missed The Ruins because my brother's playing Madden. -___________-'

I'm jammin' mad hard, and it's my bedtime. Lol, I'm cool. xD

I walked in my heels today, around the house and I took the dog out too. I got tired, but not that bad. I don't know about the dancing, we'll have to see. I actually have some unplanned plans (if that makes sense) but I understand myself. I kind of have high expectations for that night. I probably shouldn't because I know I'm going to end up disappointed, BUT it is what it is.

I wonder how it went for you ; I really do. I worry. But, if you don't want to let me know then I guess I have to deal with it. I hope you're okay, and I wish you luck, sincerely & honestly from my heart. ♥


I'm going to do my nails; Kpce <3

That's the reason you're not here. <3

Who has an effing bombscare In the middle of an effing flood ?! Wtfffff. I was soaked & cold alllll day. Horrrible, just horrible day.


VVV funny about that post. Ironic much ?! -_____-



Nap time. Make me feel better.

Kpce

I knew I couldn't trust you.

Everyones in love. Makes me feels not worthy.
It really does bother me. It shouldn't, but I really does.
I don't feel worthy of anyones time anymore.

I gotta get ready for school, it's gonna be a long day. <3

es un pecado pensar solo en ti. ♥

Doing my hair at 11:23 at night. it's passed my bedtime.

i hate being on the computer, i feel like i forgot how to type. it makes no sense. and now i always space twice because i think a period is going to appear. -_- fml. lol

I hate homework. it makes me the maddestttt.

my boobs grew, i need to go bra shopping.

it's getting really cold. i hate the cold.

i need to stop this temptation, it's not good for me.
i'm becoming more flirty, why?
it's definitely boyfriend season, it makes me sick.
i guess i'm a little jealous, i have a reason, right?
i'm not ready for another relationship, or am i?
i'm starting to think this isn't for me, are you?
i don't think these feelings are mutal, sucks; doesn't it?
i'm becoming addicted to blistex, it's annoying.
i'm starting to hate my phone, i want to get rid of it.
i don't think people care anymore, maybe i'm just imagining it.
i'm happy again, surprising; hmph.
i enjoy being happy, forgot how much i missed it.
i want someone to sing to me, genuinely; sing to me.
i have split ends, i want to cut my hair.
11:3O, i should be sleeping.
i don't want to sleep, for once.

sum all this up ; pensive. ♥

kpceeeee.

can we work it out? <3

<-- I wonder if those work on computersss. Lol


I'm so tired ! I wanna take a nap, but nooooo I have to wash clothes. Fml !

This weekend was a waste. I was highly disappointed. Maybe my expectations were just too high. Whatever. I'm still disappointed. It makes no sense how gay it was. So pointless.

School was pretty pointless today too. But I like being hyper. It makes me happy.

I'm like falling asleep writing this. Makes so sense. My eyes are like literally closing.

There's gonna be one less lonely girl ! ;D

Now the party don't start till I walk in ! Don't stop make it pop, dj blow my speakers up tonight ! ;D

Kpce. Ill be back after I finish all the crap I have to do. -________-'

give you everything you need. <3

5O7, just woke up from my nap. I swear I don't know how to sleep, my eyeliner was all over my face. Lmao.

I stayed up pretty late doing my English project, so when I woke up this morning; I was not happy.

School went kind of slow, but it was alright. No one wanted to talk to me though. Everyone was mad depressed & I was mad like hyper and what not.

Rosemary: I want food.
Guava: I'm thirsty.
Me: I wanna me lady Gaga. . .
Them: LOL ! Wtf?!

That was possibly the most random thing I've ever said in my life. It was pretty funny. I crack myself up xD

So; I realized I might be in a littler deeper than I originally planned. I mean, I wouldn't mind if something were to actually come out of this, but for some reason; I'm doubting it. I think if there was some effort it could possibly be somethig special, I just don't know if that's what you want & it's actually really frustrating. Hopefully that gets straightened out this weekend. I hope I don't ruin things because I really like it, but I know what I have to do.



Michael; I don't know if you read these, but I love you - forever & I'm going to be here for you - always. You're my bestfriend & I wouldn't change that for the world. <3

"would you fall in love with me if you heard me say 'I loved you' ?"

I'm gonna go now;


Kpce. <3

i win !

i just realized i've finally reached 100 posts. :D

i gotta take a crap xD
so i'm gonna leave now.

kbye :D ♥

. . .

Anyways; I've been driving myself insane. Answering questions with more questions. I want answers. Answers to questions I haven't even thought of yet. Answers to make everything easier. Questions that CAN be answered. I don't know, I just need answers. I need something. I can't keep feeling this way. It's ridiculous. I like the fun, but I need something more. Something that can't be described. Something that'll stop making me feel so alone. ♥

dance time. yaaaaaay. -_-

kpce.

I know that you'll be right back. ♥

"It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone." - Marilyn Monroe.

Although I'm not sad or anything like that. I've just been driving myself insane lately. I don't know why I do this to myself. I mean, yes; I like you, Why can't I just go for it? I know why i can't, I know where that leaves me in the end & I'm not prepared for that. I'm not one to be clingy which is why I don't want to pursue it, but I never pursue what I want anymore. What happened to me?

Bbl; people are over. -_-

I'm amazing ! (:

I deff. had an epiphany that night. Feels amazing. (:

When you finally get a moment to yourself you will realize I was everything you were missing, & I'll tell you I'm in love with someone else. <3

I'm sad ! I found an app for blogging. But ! It needs the 3.0 software crap. -____- !

So, now I'm stuck with this. yaaaaaaaay. -___-

Today was kind of pointless. Nothing out of the ordinary happened. George said he's gonna hook me up with his cousin. From P.A -____- ; usess much ?! Lol, it's all good. Boys are losers & gay anyways.

:O ! I found out something so interesting today. Alcoholic ass people ! Swear they can keep things from me. Like forreal?! Comeon ! dumbassss. Then expect everything. Wtff. you're an idiot & then try to like corrupt my mind and crap. loserrrr ;D

My moms extra pissy today. It's kind of annnoying. & my iPod is lagging. gAY!

I'm sooooo sore. My hips hurt so bad. Almost feels like. . . (; Lol, kiddddddding ! I was proud of myself though, I did good. A little miserable because of that class, but overall I was happy. :D

Lmfao ! Me & my brother really had a serious conversation about having powers. It was the funniest thing ever. Omg, you have no idea. It was soooo funny. We really talked about our top three favorite powers to have. We came up with being able to control time; reading/controling peoples minds; & moving things with your finger. It was hilarious because we were really serious until we realized how stupid we sounded. It was too funny. Then when I woke up this morning my brother was like omg. I have a power ! & I'm like what? And he's like I can taste things in my sleep. I almost peed myself ! Hilarious.

Well, bestfriend just got here. Were gonna go be little slaves for my mom. -___-

Kpce. <3