Disculpe la molestia pero tengo que expresarme, está amistad me agrada pero exijo un poco mas. (;
Yayyyy. I'm so happy today. I have no idea why, but I am & I like it !
I need to be like this more often, it feels amazing ! :D
I'm watching heroes & peter is kind of sexy. Lol.
I need to clean, because Mommy is gonna get mad when she comes back if my rooms still a mess. So I'll be back laterrr
Kaypeace. <3
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Es un pecada pensar solo en ti. <3
Since my last post, things have been up & down. I don't really remember any specifics that went on so I don't know.
Well, ANYWAYS ! aventura tonight ?! Yessssirrr. :D I'm excited. Can't wait. & I'm going with bestfriend. Definitely gonna be a good night. (:
Yesterday, I realized the thing that was holding me back the most. I told myself I had to stop, that it wasn't good for me. But honestly, I don't care. It's time for me to do whatever the Hell I want. I've been holding back for sooo long, it's time for me to let go. & that's what I'm gonna do. I might regret it and regret everything I'm about to do, but at this point it doesn't matter. After the third time, I realized that no I don't regret it, yes I enjoy it, & yes I'm definitely gonna do it again, so why hold myself back ? Exactly why I'm not. Even though I am gonna do something about it, but that doesn't mean it'll stop
but I was caught up in physical attraction. . . <3
You're stupid. You're ridiculous. You're ugh! I can't even explain. I've met stupid, but you definitely top them all. I don't understand how you could ruin your life like that? Wtf?! Like wtf is wrong with you ? I mean yeah, people make mistakes, but this isn't a mistake. You knew what you got yourself into & then you take it as if it was no big deal. Like this is something that happens everyday. Wtf, no ! Forget about the fact that you hurt me, beyond repair. Forget about the fact that you definitely lost me. Forget about the fact you've ever had me. Forget about all of that, & you still just ruined your freaking life. Like wtf, & it's not even that you ruined it & are trying to fix it. It's like you ruined it & you're just trying to eff it up even more. Wtf is wrong with you. The normal thing to do is to at least try & get back on track. You just like don't give a crap anymore. Why would you do that ?! It makes absolutely NO sense to me. Like none whatsoever. I just hope you know; that was the last you'd ever see of me. I just hope you know & I know you probably don't even care but you had the best of me longer than anyone has ever. & you lost it. For your damn stupidity. No one will ever love you like I did & that sucks for you. But I'm done. This isn't good for me. I have my whole life ahead of me & being sucked into all your negativity isn't gonna do me ANY good. So, I'm just going to walk away & let it go.
Just forget me. . . .
Now that all that angers out, I'm gonna start getting ready. Long day ahead of me.
Goodbye bloggers. (:
Kpce. :) <3
Well, ANYWAYS ! aventura tonight ?! Yessssirrr. :D I'm excited. Can't wait. & I'm going with bestfriend. Definitely gonna be a good night. (:
Yesterday, I realized the thing that was holding me back the most. I told myself I had to stop, that it wasn't good for me. But honestly, I don't care. It's time for me to do whatever the Hell I want. I've been holding back for sooo long, it's time for me to let go. & that's what I'm gonna do. I might regret it and regret everything I'm about to do, but at this point it doesn't matter. After the third time, I realized that no I don't regret it, yes I enjoy it, & yes I'm definitely gonna do it again, so why hold myself back ? Exactly why I'm not. Even though I am gonna do something about it, but that doesn't mean it'll stop
but I was caught up in physical attraction. . . <3
You're stupid. You're ridiculous. You're ugh! I can't even explain. I've met stupid, but you definitely top them all. I don't understand how you could ruin your life like that? Wtf?! Like wtf is wrong with you ? I mean yeah, people make mistakes, but this isn't a mistake. You knew what you got yourself into & then you take it as if it was no big deal. Like this is something that happens everyday. Wtf, no ! Forget about the fact that you hurt me, beyond repair. Forget about the fact that you definitely lost me. Forget about the fact you've ever had me. Forget about all of that, & you still just ruined your freaking life. Like wtf, & it's not even that you ruined it & are trying to fix it. It's like you ruined it & you're just trying to eff it up even more. Wtf is wrong with you. The normal thing to do is to at least try & get back on track. You just like don't give a crap anymore. Why would you do that ?! It makes absolutely NO sense to me. Like none whatsoever. I just hope you know; that was the last you'd ever see of me. I just hope you know & I know you probably don't even care but you had the best of me longer than anyone has ever. & you lost it. For your damn stupidity. No one will ever love you like I did & that sucks for you. But I'm done. This isn't good for me. I have my whole life ahead of me & being sucked into all your negativity isn't gonna do me ANY good. So, I'm just going to walk away & let it go.
Just forget me. . . .
Now that all that angers out, I'm gonna start getting ready. Long day ahead of me.
Goodbye bloggers. (:
Kpce. :) <3
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
what hurts the most . . . ♥
sorry bloggers.
i've been having a very rough time. & i think it's my time to admit that i'm not okay.
"i'm waking up screaming no longer believing that i'm going to be alright." ♥
i've been having a very rough time. & i think it's my time to admit that i'm not okay.
"i'm waking up screaming no longer believing that i'm going to be alright." ♥
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