:D

Haha today was a freaking day ! I'm horrible but I enjoy it all. Goodbye ! (:

I'm missing you like crazy. <3

I miss you & everything we had. But I have to stop blaming it on myself. I know I did all I could to keep it alive, but you had the last decision. It was you that brought this upon both of us. Not me. I did what I could & now I'm over it. I don't wanna hear that your down or whatever because this is all your fault. It was you who thought you could leave and come back when you pleased, well guess what. I'm over it & I'm done for good. I finally realized I'm so much better without you. All you ever did was make me hurt. I'm not gonna lie, we had a lot of great times & those memories will fade sooner or later. But over all. I thank you. For everything you put me through. Although in the end it was not worth it; I learned so much. So many things that I know now because of you. You taught me so much, good & bad. Like you say, *it is what it is. Eff it. Even though you probably won't read this, I still have some hope that you do. I'm done and over with everything I just felt like letting out what I've felt like for the past few weeks.

Anyways. Last night was weird. But whatever. I was so tired I knocked out like at 1 then I just woke up like at 11 and Im still mad tired. It feels like a Sunday. Idk why. It's weird. I wanna do something today ! But blah. Yesterday the little booger loved me ! & today she slamming the door on me. I'm mad depressed !!! =\ she be playing me. Well whatever. I'm gonna eat. Be back when I feel like it.


Kpce. <3

IM SO SPECIAL !

that song is so stupid !!! IM SO SPECIAL ! IM SO SPECIAL ! SO SPECIAL SO SPECIAL !!!

that song is dumb. lol

well; today ! was a good day (=

so today was uniform day and it was blah ! i hate uniform days. but we had a half day so whatever. i changed 2nd period. then blah i went to 5th and then mark is like we have a meeting after school, you better have your uniform on ! and i was like ugh ! wtf; so i change right there, then i'm pulling my pants up and then mark was like wtf ! when did you change and alex looks at me & his face was like priceless! it was too funny. (=
i'm a geniussss

then whatever. rest of the school day. french is gay she wanted me to sit in the front and i was like -____________- ; i'll be iiiight ! lol ; ten geometry is too funny. whatever after school i had to go to that meeting, so whatever i go and after i go i was like alex, mark walk me home. and those fags ddidn't answer me. so then micah pops up outta nowwhere and shes like "i need someone to walk home with!" and i was like HEYYYY MICAHH! you can walk me. so we go outside, and then sangit is there and then im like ahhh crap; third wheel, again! one way or another, i always end up a third wheel. but whatever. they're funny. they didn't walk me all the way home, but it's all good. almost thereee. so i get home and it's like 12:20 -_________- mad early so i eat and then im talking to my mom. i get some new makeupp and i was happy. (= then my mom got bored and decded to do my makeup - hot mess. i felt bad i didn't wanna say it was ugly; but it kind of was. lol. but whatever. so then i start cleaning. & blah blah blah.

after all that boring stuff. andres came over ! ♥ he's changeddd soo muchh (; i misss him <3. he didn't stay for long, but it was cute. it was fun. he needss to come over moree ofter because he get;s nervousss. haha (= i ♥ him ! <3

then he left and i came back and never finished cleaning. blah blah blah i started talking to vanna because she was angry so whatever. then i saw kevinn for a little. & my mom went to gay backtoschool like a faggot. then now i'm homee! and my brother is being mad bored. lol.

well i have to start getting ready for dance. geez time went quick. fml; i didn't take a nap so i'm gonna be mad tired for dance, but it is what it is.

before i leave, i'm happy i'm done with you. i may not be over you, but i am definitely done. & yes, i am proud of myself. finally figured out i'm better off without you. (= i'm in such a good mood right now. today was ike perfect. ♥

kpceeee (=

I hate you

You're stupid. You make no sense. I hope you forget about everything & never remember.

NO ONE WANTS TO LET ME SLEEPPP. WTF !!!

Kpce

-_____-

Pointless asss day !

Kpcee. (:

I'm so stupid

Once opon a time there was a girl named nana. She was stupid. The end.


God I'm so dumb ! What is wrong with me ?! I don't know what to do with myself. I hate leading people on, but I'm not sure if I'm even doing it purposely. You mean so much more to me than a stupid relationship. I'm dumb imdumb I'm dumb. I never listen to my mind.

& then this stupid thing I found. That makes things somuch worse. For the first time in a very long time, I almost cried becauSE of you. Always. I'm sick & tired of wasting my time with you. Sick & tired. I can't do it anymore. I really can't. Every day feelings start fading. Knowing you don't care anymore they just keep fading. Man, your so stupid ! I hate you !!

Ugh I'm so pissed right now. Wtf ugh

Goodnight.

Couldn't sleep . . .

I had so much crap on my mind last night ! I don't understand !!

Last night was just weird. It didn't feel weird, it felt right. But now it's like OMG. But whatever !!!!

Goodbyeeeee

Fml.

I can't find my mom & I'm locked out of my house. -______-

Fml.

I can't find my mom & I'm locked out of my house. -______-

first day of dance. (:

I'm so tired ! Omg I'm so dumb. I'm gonna be like mad sore tomorrow morning. >:o !

But whatever, first full day of school & I already see that I'm not gonna be a happy person 0 period. -__-
Pero bueno, it is what it is.

I'm dying to go to sleep but my room is a hot mess ; & I'm starving ! & my mom keeps screaming at me.

Goodbye bloggers. Until tomorrow. ;D


Kpce !

Right before bed

School started and I kind of like it.


Well I have to get this off my chest. I can't wait through eerything & this might all be a mistake and blah but at this point I'm okay with it.

Dreaming up a happy ending tonight.


Kpcee<3