maybe its not my weekend, but it's going to be my year. ♥

So, originally my plan was to stop my blog for a while, but my bored ass. -_-

Lalalalallalala, yesterday feels like a fresh wound, still i insist it's just a flesh wound. That's been in my head for like EVER ! & remembering sunday was in my head like all day too.

This is going to be VERY shallow but omg, ugly people traumatize me ! i'm like scared like I don't understand. I mean I know I'm not the prettiest flower out in the garden but really ? omg. i'm scared. (=

this weekend was a pretty good weekend; i would tell you about it but i won't because you dont need to know my whole life =D

I LOVE ANDRES ! haha, he sucks at telling me what to write. -_- FAIL ! (=

i don't really know what to write except right now, i'm really happy and in need of a massage but other than that really happy (=

and according to andres, "I'm a G" =D haha


kpceee <3

I'm crying without tears. ♥

So, I was in a good mood until like right now. Nothing's really happened since my last post. I've pretty much been doing the same thing with my life; nothing. Play super nintendo & like watching tv. I'm kind of glad summers almost over but then at the same time, that means school. My schedule is alright, I'm just not sure about the people.

I feel like I'm not good enough anymore, for anyone. I'm a screw-up & there's nothing more to it. (btw; if you think I'm pathetic for posting, hint: don't read it. kthx.) But, back to what I was saying. I understand things don't go peoples ways most of the time but now it seems like no one wants to waste their time anymore. I guess I'm really not worth it anymore, pero bueno. It is what it is now & I can't change that.

Maybe I've been feeling down lately but I know if there's anyone who can make my day, it's myself. I'm the funniest person ever. I can just act retarded and I'm sure I will make my own day. Although it might not last long, at least I know I can count on myself. ♥

I'm not really trying to sound depressed, because really; I'm not. Here and there I'm not going to lie I can be down, but I can also be a really happy person but for now, I'm just trying to find my place.

Project Runway is on; I'm going to go watch it.

I'll be back whenever I feel like it.


Kpce. ♥

If I only had the heart. <3

1145 and I just woke up because bestfriend is coming over today.

So I got my wendys salad yesterday (:

I have a feeling I'm not going to be happy today. Last night wasn't really the best. Make me feel stupid much ? Like thanks, thanks for nothing. Ugh. My moms really getting me mad, wtf she mad loud like wtf stfu. Ugh. I'm getting mad.

If we were a movie

So today is pointless ! But it feels like the old days. Talking to bestfriend on the phone alll day (:

Haha I love him.

Now we're playing family feud with the tv. Hilarious. These peoplefail.

Anyway. I'll be back later if I do something.

Kpce. <3

So it's been such a long time. Things went from okay to horrible to amazing to okay to horrible.

It was quite a month. Colombia was so worth it. I didn't leave in the best conditions, by I wasn't going to let it affect me. I had my fun & more. It was one of the best times I've had this summer so far.

Got back home on the 6th and that weekend chilled with michael, gabe & giggles. Sunday was bestfriends birthday so that was fun. And then thAt was basicLly it.

Today. I went. To get icecream with jay ray & guava. I didn't take a showerrr. I stink. Lol why you TRASPASING!? Lmao, that was the highlight of my day. Got home & started feeling a little down. It's so frustrating. I don't know what to do anymore.

But I'm watching the notebook and I don't really know what to write. So I'll be back tomorrow & hopefully get back to my normal routine. (;

Kpce. <3